I have my daycare kids only today which is always weird. I love having them and not having my own, but then I miss mine alot, and yet she drives me bonkers when she is here.
My vent for today is crying kids. My daughter decided that she did not want to go to her friends house to play incase she upsets her and yet....she wanted to go...tears and drama begin. Then my oldest child I care for has tears, which is understandable, but her younger sister is smiling and hugging me and loving every minute here---weird how one can be so happy and one not.
I am blah, I should be excited but I am not. I am missing one of my BFF's. He is gone and I am miserable without him. He makes me laugh and he makes me giggle and distracts me from life. I do the same for him, but he is away. I get that it just sucks. Tears could be shed over this but really enough.
My husband rocks so much that I feel like he is the most wonderful thing in the world and I am nothing but the dirt around him. Why....cause....to long to write. He loves me and treats me like a Queen and I don't treat him well enough. This is something that I would normally cry over and yet today enough tears!
Well that is it no more tears.....hopefully tomorrow will be a better day!
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